Are you weary as water
In a faucet left dripping
With an incessant sadness
Like a sad record skipping
-Ani DiFranco, “Swing”
I have to admit, I’ve been feeling a bit down in the dumps lately. It might not look like it from reading my blog because I’ve been a busy bee, but when I get sad, I try to immerse myself into things like sewing. This “incessant sadness” is mostly due to the fact that I have a persistent case of lyme disease that leaves me so tired and fatigued. (I think I’m competing with the cat with who can nap more.) I need to schedule an appointment with my doctor to start up my fifth round of antibiotics and fingers-crossed they will help this time. I’ve heard of people needing IVs put in and really hope I’m not one of those cases.
Anyway, this exhaustion has left me fighting the urge to close down my shop and blog and simply hibernate for a few months but so far I have been too stubborn to give in. I am however going to cut back on shop updates and stop taking custom orders. As much as I love sewing, sometimes when I’m working on things for the shop it gets repetitive and drab. I’m hoping cutting back the business aspect of Liesl Made will help pump up the creative aspect and rekindle my joy in this medium. I realize this may all sound silly but if I don’t make it official, I’m bound to revert back to putting the shop first—staying up late at night making makeup bags “because they sell” instead of working on things I really want to work on. Or getting much needed rest.
I’ve also been trying to think up something to boost my mood. All I came up with was doing a photo-a-day in September but somehow it seemed to fall flat—it needed some more direction than just *press-the-shutter-everyday*. Then I noticed Bluebirdbaby’s 30 Days of Happiness and figure it the perfect opportunity. It’s the start of a new month, my favorite season is around the corner, and I have big plans for presents for upcoming birthdays and holidays. There is a lot to be happy about. Taking the time to acknowledge and recognize these things is just what I need. And maybe another nap.




































